makes me feel better about myself. weight loss. to calm my horrible anxiety. keeps my blood sugar levels under better control. don't know why but it keeps me in a good mood all day. makes me on time to work because I am not rolling out of bed ten minutes before I have to leave. it's a good way to see the world. it always feels like an accomplishment and I am proud of myself. it keeps me motivated to get other things done. makes me feel better about my future health. bragging rights.
I hope this marathon doesn't make my calves any bigger. They are huge!! We went hunting and my lover bought me some wool socks. I had to grab them and pull as hard as I could to stretch the tube part out enough to fit over my calves. His were falling off of him. I bought my sisters Christmas socks and told them good luck putting them on. The top piece wasn't stretchy and mine tore. Again, theirs were falling off. They were jealous.
Confessions:
I haven't scrubbed my shower since before the wedding (in June.) I'm lucky if I have time to shower myself. Cleaning it is out of the question.
Most the time I wash a load of laundry four times before I remember it in time to throw it in the dryer.
I was thinking it'd been a few weeks since I'd cleaned out my car. Then the apple from my Halloween costume rolled out from under the seat and I noticed my dress covered in blood on the backseat. I guess it's been a while.
I want to punch a wall right now. Not out of anger or anything. I'm just curious if I could put my fist through a wall for some reason. I'll wait... the walls at work are cinder blocks.
I haven't washed my hair since Tuesday. You're shocked, I know.
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